broken trust
“She left me” Alex, again and again, said the same one as Clara wiped her cheeks angrily. How can he blame her for everything?
“I will never forgive you, Alex, for snatching my happiness” Clara grabbed his collar as the intoxicated level reached its peak. She looked so vulnerable and broke. She expressed how much she is missing those happy days. Alina’s eyes welled up seeing her friend’s state. She gathered up the courage as she grabbed Clara to get all the information she wanted.
Edward took Alex to bed as he was fully exhausted. Clara closed her eyes to let the tears flow down slowly. She has bottled up her emotions more than anyone could imagine. Her tears did no justice to the amount of pain she has in her heart.
“Won’t you tell me what happened?” Alina asked in her low voice as she cupped Clara’s face which was covered with tears and anger. Alina is the right person for her. She can never hide anything from her. But this is the first thing she had ever wanted to keep a secret from herself. But not anymore.
“I went home after a long tiring journey. You can’t even imagine the suffering. However, I went to solve everything. Trust me, I went to solve the matter, and never in my dreams did I think it would happen like this.” Clara pinched her throat as if promising her words.
“I read Alex’s message about the problem happening there and left the camp on the same day,” Clara added, blinking away her tears. But Alina was confused as to what problem she was talking about. She had no slightest idea about Mira and those messages and her drama back then.
Clara’s point of view.
After trying to reach Alex for the fifteenth time, I still got the same reply as the network coverage was not there. Cursing my fate, I entered the home hoping that he would be in mom dad’s home. I knew that he would always prefer to be with his parents whenever he is in trouble. The moment I entered the home, I was grabbed harshly and it started paining like hell.
“Leave me. Ah” I screamed but the person seemed not to be in her senses.
“Mira,” I shouted but she had no control over it. Her grip was really harsh and I wanted to smash her in turn.
“What did I do to you? Did I ever mention that I want Alex in my life? Did I ever scare you to snatch your life? Why?” she screamed over the top of her lungs and I closed my eyes in reflex. This girl has a louder voice than I imagined. Did she swallow any speakers? Ah, damn my migraine is back. Thank you, Mira.
“Relax Mira. We can talk it out.” I tried to make her calm but she has no plan to sort this out. Maybe she has had her full plan already to fight me.
“Why should I relax? How dare you involve my mom in this matter? Why did you do this?” she was continuously blaming me and I couldn’t come out from the physical pain that she gave me just before. She showed me the message which was sent to her mom’s phone.This belongs to NôvelDrama.Org.
“I can explain about the message” I know that it won’t work. But I told her not to do this. Ani, why did you send this message?
End of her point of view.
“Omg,” Alina gasped as she recalled everything now. She was on the verge of killing Mira the day when everything went out of control and even Alex yelled at Clara for no reason and Mira took advantage of that. Alina took her mom’s number from the diary and wanted to handle this maturely to inform her mom about her daughter’s motive. Maybe her mom would stop Mira from doing anything which they regret later.
“Am I the reason for your messed-up life?” Alina asked as tears threatened to come out of her eyes. Clara looked at her friend and laughed like a maniac. Alina is such a cutie pie.
“Am I looking like a stupid? To save you and spoil my life?” Clara asked as she gave another round of laughter. Alina sighed a little but still, her heart thumped fast as if it would explode with suspense.
“Then, what happened?” Alina asked, controlling her scared heartbeat.
“but, doll, I think I am stupid” Clara replied as Alina froze. Did she think that she would be the reason behind her depressed life? Alina would choose to die rather than meddle in her happy life. Why did she have to do that?
Clara’s point of view
“Yes, I have messaged her. So? I don’t think there is anything wrong I have mentioned there?” I yelled as I pushed Mira to the floor with a thud. Mira’s mom came to save her daughter instantly. I rubbed my arms which hurt like hell because of her assault. She has no right to hurt me. What if I didn’t send the message? I know that everything was because of her. Everything in that message is nothing but the truth.
“You didn’t do the right thing.” Mira cried as she wanted to hug her mom.
“Mom. It can’t be the matter. She is the one who is insecure about me. And how can I be at fault in this?” Mira asked as I raised my eyebrows at her accusations. Isn’t she the person who made me feel insecure? Should I show her a reality check? But right now, I don’t want to drag this fight as I have many things to handle.
“Mira, mind your language. Insecure about you? That must be a joke. When Alex is mine, why should I even bother to think about impossible things?” I knew that these words would prick her heart like hell.
“Of course, even if he is yours, he would always call me whenever he is in trouble” I was wrong. This one pricked more than my statement. I looked at her blankly.
“If you had a problem, you should have stopped your husband from coming behind me.” That was so mean. I stood there looking at her surprisingly. She can’t be the one whom Alex is cherishing the most. Why didn’t he see this face ever? Why can’t he read her bad intentions in every good move?
“Did you do everything just because Alex is talking with my daughter?” her mom seemed to believe her words and questioned me.
“Talking? Your daughter did so many things and I don’t want to shock you with this” I replied to her with so much pain. Whatever happened between us, the major part is Mira.
“My daughter? You must be mistaken. She can never hurt anyone knowingly” her mom’s words made me laugh. I got so angry that I couldn’t stop shaking. My laughter and tears didn’t stop for almost one minute.
“Hell with your daughter. Everything is because of her. Even if we fight, it’s because of her.” I yelled as all the emotions which I was holding up till now exploded. Mira should leave my life. Now I am fully exhausted and I can’t even stand on my feet as it feels numb. I should take my painkillers. But these crazy people are all set to make my life more difficult with their presence.
“If you want to help me, can you get her away from my life?” I asked her as my feet betrayed me to make me fall. My stomach started burning as a result of my medications. My throat and mouth went dry due to continuous shouting. Not to mention about my eyes. It was the worst day of my entire life. How I wish to see Alex now. I just want to hug him and forget everything around this world.
I heard his footsteps on my left side. Damn damn damn. He must have heard everything. From the whole world, I fear about his anger alone. He is not even aware that I don’t like Mira. I stood up with so much difficulty. If it is a normal day, he would notice my discomfort and would run to me instantly to help me. Didn’t he notice today? My heart clenched with fear reading his expressions.
He can scream and shout and be angry with me for the full day. I can make him understand. I will explain it to him. I know that he will understand.
“She was the one to send such a message to my mom” Mira started her drama again. She should know that her efforts are vain. She can never break us.
“Alex?” I called him gently, hoping that he would ask me if I did this or not. I just hope his anger just vanishes in thin air as he knows that it always burns me alive.
“Why did you do this?” he asked as his words sunk into my heart. Did I expect this? Did he believe her words? I stood there blankly without even blinking my eyes.
“You should have talked about it with me first” He further added as he showed his deep hurt. He is not mad. He is not angry. Which I can handle like a pro. But he is hurt. He is just hurt by my actions which he thought to be mine. Is it the trust he has in me? My tears flowed flawlessly when I felt that he had no trust in me.
We both were staring at each other in silence as Mira’s sniffles were heard all around. This girl, can’t she go back and cry? Why did she have to come in between us? But is it her who came in between us? I think it’s Alex who easily let her come in between us. I stumbled as I realised the cause of the situation. It was never Mira. It’s just the lack of trust in our relationship. He believed her words just like that. Never even wanted to confirm with me or to hear my story. How can he do this?
Suddenly I was grabbed again by Mira. She was talking and yelling continuously but no words reached my mind as I was staring at him. Will he stop her from hurting me? But right now my hopes are zero. I don’t have any hope for him to do it for me. My whole body screamed in pain but that can’t be compared to the pain in my heart.
“I didn’t expect this from you” he snapped as he turned his way. That was a huge blow for me, my love, my marriage, everything. For me, if it’s slightly cracked in our heart, our relationship has no meaning and it’s broken.
Today I see my broken married life. He left just like that.