Bound by Vows

Chapter-30

He started kissing my neck while his hands roamed on my waist.

"You're beautiful. But only mine" he said possessively while kissing my neck, nibbling my skin, biting it

with his teeth. Then again sucking my neck with his lips.

I closed my eyes and gripped his shirt in my fist. I was experiencing a very new feeling. A wave was

hitting me in my stomach. Don't know what is happening to me. It’s all new for me.

He rose his face from my neck and looked in my eyes while looking at my lips.

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My thoughts interrupted when he smashed his lips into mine.

He started sucking, nibbling and kissing my lower lip.

I moaned and he entered his tongue in my mouth.

He tasted every corner of my mouth then came back to my lips. I equally responded to him. I kissed

him back trying to match his pace.

We stopped after some minutes when we felt shortage of oxygen.

He looked me with a smile which i never saw on his face before.

I lowered my eyes as i am feeling guilty for this. I don't know if i wanted this or not but i equally enjoyed

so i cannot blame him for forcing me.

I ignored him and moved to closet to took out my clothes for night.

I need a relaxing shower.

When I come back, he was already sleeping on bed. I moved to my side and lay down on the bed.

I closed my eyes but open it immediately when i felt his hand on my stomach.

I looked him who was now hovering over me.

"What are you doing Kabir?" I asked him as i am getting uncomfortable with this closeness of our.

"Say it again" he asked.

What??

"What ar-" i started but stopped by him.

"Not this. My name. Say it again" he said.

Is he mad?

"Are yo-" i started but again interfered.

"Say it please" he asked.

And i said as if hypnotized by his eyes.

"Kabirr" i said looking into his eyes.

He close his eyes as if savouring it.

"You know you have said my name for the first time" he said after opening his eyes.

Is it? I tried to remember the time when i called him by his name. I don't remember. Maybe its true.

"And it feels so sweet coming out from your rosy lips" he again said shocking me.

Had someone mixed something in his drink. He is behaving like a romantic husband with me.

"Can i sleep now? Its already 12:30 in the night" i said looking at the wall clock.

"No!!! I don't want to" he said while dipping his face on my neck. He inhaled my fragrance.

He again started kissing my neck and lowering the step of my top down my shoulders.

"Kabirrr" i said trying to stop him and placed my hands on his shoulders.

I didn't noticed till now that he didn't have any shirt.

"Yes baby" he said still kissing my jawline.

"You're drunk. Don't do this. You will even forget all this in the morning" i said trying to push him but he

is too strong.

"No i know what i am doing. I am very much in my senses" he said looking into my eyes.

He closed our distance and kissed me on my lips. He sucked my lower lip slowly.

I felt his hands inside my top slowly moving upwards.

I gasped when his finger touched the outline of my bra below my chest. My breath hitched. I am

hearing my own heart beat which are moving very fastly.

He turned our position and put me on his top still kissing me.

He removed my top leaving me in my bra only. He again put me on my back and started kissing my

shoulders. Slowly going down to my stomach.

I felt an unknown wave in my stomach. I am feeling something in my core.

But all that broke when he unhooked my bra. I kept my hand on front keeping it intact in its place. I

pushed him lightly stopping him.

"Stop" i said. He stopped and looked me confusingly.

"Why?" He asked.

"Its...its not right" i said covering myself with the quilt.

"But why? It’s all right Payal. I am your husband not some other person" he said.

"I know you're my husband. But i am not comfortable in all this. And we are still not at that stage to do

all this" i said feeling guilty as i was equally involved in this. I should have stopped him earlier.

"But you're equally enjoying it as much as i was. If not, then you wouldn't be responding that much to

my touches" he said stroking my hairs.

Yes he is right. How could i do this? How could i enjoy his touches. I felt my eyes wet at this thought.

"I know but i don't want this at this stage. Please" i said while a tear rolled out of my eyes.

"Okay, i understand. You stop crying. Its my fault that I started all this. I am sorry for that" he said and

slept showing his back to me.

I controlled my emotions and put on my top. After sometime when my tears soaked, sleep engulfed me

in its warm hug.

I didn't saw him when i woke up today in the morning.

Well that's good for now as i don't want to face him after last night fiasco.

I am getting ready for the college. Mummy specifically told me to wear saree today as her sister is

coming and she is quite old-fashioned in these things.

I walked down but met with divya on the stairs.

"How are you feeling now divi?" I asked her.

"I am better now bhabhi. Sorry for last night if i said something stupid in my drunken state" she said.

"Don't know what you said was stupid or not but it was definitely a matter not to ignore. Well, we'll talk

about it at some other time" i said hinting about that.

She gave me shocking yet confused face but i stepped down from stairs as i am getting late for the

college.

"Good morning baby" i said kissing aashi on her cheeks who is having her breakfast.

"Good morning mumma" she said with a smile.

Oh god, how much i was missing it...

"Ready for school?" I asked her.

"Yes" she said.

"Good" i said stuffing food in my mouth as well.

"Payal you came, good!!! Though i told you about didi earlier, but beta she has a habit of saying things

to everyone, please don't mind and bear with her for few days" she said confusing me.

Well i understand she is old fashioned but why would she say something to me. Nevermind, they know

her better than me.

"Okay mummy, you don't worry" i said with a smile. She smiled back.

"Lets go aashi baby, your school cab has came" mita di said coming to pick ashi.

"Bye ashi" i said kissing her forehead.

"Okay mummy, i will also go now" i told mummy picking up my belongings and walked out of the house.

"Betiya!!!" Driver uncle said who once dropped me at party...

"Namaste uncle, how are you? I saw you after a long time" i asked him

"I am good beta, actually i was on leave for a month" he said.

"Oh" i said.

"Shall we leave now?" he asked confusing me.

Where to go?

"Where uncle?" I asked him.

"To your college, where else. Kabir sir gave me responsibility to pick and drop you safely from now

onwards" he said.

Ohh!!! So he was serious that time. well good for me.it will save my time.

I sit in the car and uncle started driving.

"Well uncle, i don't know your name yet" i asked him as atleast i should know his name.

"My name is Salim" he said.

"Ok, my name is Payal" i said introducing myself.

"I know betiya" he said with a smile.

Stupid!!! He must be knowing your name.

"Ohh!!! Well tell me something about your family" i asked to kill my time.

"I am from a small village in UP. I am working with Khurana's from last 27 years. My family lives in

village only. I have one daughter who is now married and my wife lives in village" he told me smilingly.

"Ohh, nice" i said

"Beta at what time i should come to pick you?" He asked me.

"Around 4. And give me your number so that i could contact you" i said.

After reaching college i took his number and forwarded mine.

I walked into college. Hope it would be a fine day in college and not anything happens as i am wearing

saree today.

Kabir’s POV

When i woke up today i got flashback of the previous night i had done.

Fuck!!! What did i do? How i will show my face to her? What she must be thinking about me?

I didn't knew how to face her that’s why left for office early to think about the events.

She is not some random girl but my wife. I don't regret what i did with her. But i feel like i should not

had crossed that line when we have nothing between us.

Though i enjoyed our moment and if she didn't stopped me, i would have cherish her to the fullest.

But thankfully she stopped me saving me from guilt i would had.

My thoughts interrupted with the voice of my secretary lisa who is becoming very clingy since the time i

came back.

"Sir" she said flashing fake smile to me.

"What?" I snapped at her irritatingly.

"Shall i bring a coffee for you?" She asked flashing her eyelashes.

"Did i told you that?" I asked her getting irritated...

"No...no sir but you usually ask at this time...so i thought." she said.

"Your job is to take my order not to run your peanut size mind...now get the fuck out of here" i shouted

at her.

I am already pissed with me due to yesterday night...what should i say...how will i explain it to her...

My thoughts interrupted with the entry of Rohit's entry in my cabin.

"Here is Mr. Agnihotri's project. I have finalised it...you just check it once" he said and started walking

out of the cabin.

"Rohit wait" i said.

He stopped and turned.

"What" he asked me...

"I...i need your help" i asked him as i need certain opinion on this matter...

"But i have already completed the file...why yo-" he said...

"No..not in business but some personal matter" i said

"Last time i remember you didn't wanted my opinion on your personal matters" he said reminding our

previous conversation...

He is still angry with me and since that day he is talking with me on professional matter only...

"I am sorry buddy for that day...i was...i was... leave that...but i am sorry...now will you help me...

please" i request him.

"Okay okay fine...this pleading face doesn't suits you...tell me whats the matter" he said and a smile

formed on my face.

Thats why he is my best buddy...

"Well the thing is i messed up something...i was drunk last time...and kind of got intimate with her" i told

him as i have no issues in sharing this.

He knows my every secret and same goes to me...

"Her? Who? You again involved with some random girl...i told you earli-" he started shouting on me

taking my words wrong...

"Hold on...i am talking about Payal...and i have not laid down with any girl since the marriage" i said...

"You better not be... don't you dare to hurt bhabhi in that way" he warned...

Sometimes I feels like he is her brother...always stand for her like an elder brother.

"But I am not understanding that what is the problem in all this. She is your wife" he voiced his concern.

"Yes but we are not into that real relationship yet. I mean what she must be thinking about me I am a

manwhore who forced myself on her..." I said...

"Are you regretting whatever happened?" He asked...

"No not at all but i am just feeling guilty for whatever happened...as it happened so suddenly...i am

confused" i honestly told him.

"Then talk with her... ignoring it won't take you anywhere...she will understand if you talk with her...she

is a sensible and mature girl..." He said...

"Hey focus on your wife...i know how my wife is" i said him feeling jealous.

"Okay man don't be jealous...but i am happy that you are moving forward and giving a chance to your

relationship" he said while i smiled.

I looked at the time it's 3:30 p.m. I can pick her up from college and then discuss the issue somewhere

outside...

I picked up my car keys and phone to meet her.

"Lisa, reschedule my remaining meetings for tomorrow" i instructed lisa while going out...