His Doll

Chapter 31- Torture Devices

At morning

Devika's p.o.v

I am still closing my eyes and feeling some gentle touch on my cheeks and hairs. I am feeling relaxed

by the touch. The touch is feeling so soothing and gentle.

Slowly I opened my eyes and seeing the person I immediately sat back on the bed hugging my knees. I

curled myself into a ball and hid my half body inside the blanket because of fear.

If it was possible I wouldn't have hidden inside the blanket, I would have seriously hidden into a locked

box to avoid this person's intense gaze. Last night he scared me from my core.

The person is none other than Abhinav. He is sitting beside me and looking at me with too much

adoration. His eyes are holding admiration and softness. But, I can only feel fear.

Last night's memory is still fresh in my mind. I touched my whole body abruptly inside the blanket and I

am not feeling any body pain. That means he didn't beat me.

Thank God!! The devices which I saw last night, they were very scary. Seeing them I thought that

yesterday night will be my last night in this world. I took a relief of breath that he didn't beat me.

I am busy taking relief of breath when I noticed a big tray in front of me. I looked at it carefully and

found that the whole tray is full of some kind of weird instruments. I don't know what kind of instrument

are those.

I am wondering what kind of instruments are those when I felt that he is looking at my expression and

smirking.

He leaned at my ear and asked me licking my right earlobe," Do you know what are these instruments

and for which work they are used?

I gulped down my saliva and blinked my eyes a few times. I can feel my stomach is twisting because of

fear. Whatever are those, I am sure they are used for some kind of bad work. I am afraid of him too

much that I couldn't even say anything because of extreme fear like I have lost my voice. I just nodded

my head in negative.

Then, He raised his hand in the air and I closed my eyes thinking that he will slap me. But, a few

seconds later I can feel that he is caressing my cheeks. I opened my eyes slowly, taking a relaxed

breath I fixed my gaze on that tray.

This time he said holding one of my tiny hands in his big hands," They are torture devices. They are

used for taming small spy cats."

Hearing him, I almost left this planet and came back into reality. My whole body started trembling. I

know what's he talking about. He is talking about taming me!!

Shit! Is he going to use them on me!! I am done for sure. Papa, I am coming to you very soon. I

mentally thought.

I noticed that He took a whip type thing which has one big whip attached with 8/9 small whips. He held

my back neck and pushed my body frontwards a little. Then he leaned to my back. I can feel his hot

breath on my skin.

After a few seconds, I feel that he has opened my blouse's knot. His cold hands are making my skin

shiver. Then, He started trailing that whip on my back slowly.

That whip material is so sharp making my whole skin crawl because of fear. He said with a whispering

tone," Do you know what's this called? Well, This whip is called 3 cat o"nell 9 whips. One slash of this

whip is capable of lifting the skin of the back."

Hearing him my eyes get Watered immediately. So, he is going to punish me with this.!!

I said pleading," Please, don't beat me with this. I am sorry. I will never...." I couldn't complete my

sentence when I felt a deep kiss on my back.

I become stiffed in my place. He is really a psycho.!! He is scaring me too much. hey lord!! How I am

living with this man!!

Then he held my palm and started trailing his fingers on my fingers. Seeing his creepy behaviour I am

feeling like my soul is leaving my body and again entering into my body. My cheeks already tear-

stained.

Then, He took another device in his hand and said putting it between my two-finger," this is called

finger cutter. They are used for cutting fingers of those who touch something which shouldn't be

touched".

Hearing him my voice become stuck inside my throat and now I am only shedding my tears. Is he going

to use them on me? This question is making my blood freeze. He removed that device from my fingers

and kissed my both knuckles. His weird behaviour is increasing my fear on another level.

Now, I am seeing him with tremendous fear. This time he held a stick type device and started trailing it

from my neck to my chest. When the cold metal touches my skin, I felt like I am already dead.

Then, He said smelling my scent," It's an electronic device. It's used for making those people shut

who talks back".

I am now understanding his motive. He is angry because of yesterday's incident. He wants to teach me

a lesson. Yesterday's lesson wasn't enough!!

I said joining my hands," Please, Abhinav. Don't use these on me. I will die. Please. I promise you. I will

never try to involve in your matter. I promise you".

My sobbing is now echoing throughout the whole room. I looked into his eyes and saw satisfaction in

his eyes.

He hugged me tightly and said stroking my hair," Shh! Shh!! Don't cry. I knew that my doll will learn her

lesson quickly. I knew that. I will not use them on you".

I am only sobbing and didn't hug him back. I feel his hug is getting tightened. I know he wants me to

hug him back and I immediately did that.

After some time he broke the hug and cupped my face in his both palm. He is looking at me intensely

but I couldn't find that much courage to look into his eyes directly.

He said softly," If you ever try to do anything stupid than I will not hesitate to use them on you.

Understood? "

Saying that he pecked my lips and I nodded my head like an obedient kid who is afraid of a scary

teacher.

Then he said holding my shoulder giving it a hard squeeze, " Last night you didn't let me love you.

Come on, I want you now".

I can see the lust in his eyes. And now I am too much scared that I didn't dare to refuse him.

I removed the edge of my saree showing my bare Naval and a good amount of my chest skin. He threw

away the tray and all the torture devices fell on the floor with a loud metallic sound.

And Just in a minute my saree and my blouse are removed from my body and he is already naked

showing his beastly body. He pushed me on the bed and removed my remaining clothing.

Like a robot, I opened my legs giving him access to whatever he wanted to do. Next two hours he

continuously used me giving bite marks on my whole body. The whole time when he was using me I

was looking at all those torture devices which are now shattered on the floor.

I am not feeling the pain which he was giving me whenever he was pounding inside me.

I am only wondering what if he really used those devices on me!! I can't even imagine!! He is a sadist.

After seeing all this I am confirmed that he is a sadistic psycho.

He noticed my face that I am horrified by seeing all those torture devices. I am sweating like a pig. I felt

him wiping my sweats from my forehead, face and neck by my saree. Then he said smiling," My doll

has learnt her lesson. Let's take a test". NôvelD(ram)a.ôrg owns this content.

Saying that he kissed my lips and asked me," Do you love me? Tell me who you are?

" I love you, Abhinav. I am your doll. I only belong to you," I said in one go fixing my gaze on that scary

whip.

I can feel that he is smirking. Here, I am totally afraid because of too much fear and he is smirking.

Psycho!! He is really a mental patient.

He said still hovering over me," Now, go. Make breakfast for me. I am hungry. After all a man needs the

stamina to love his wife", saying that he left me and laughed few times. I am still on the bed naked

looking at those devices.

He went to the washroom with his naked glory. I am feeling dirty. I also wanted to take a shower but his

Order stopped me. Without wasting any time I wore my clothes and left for making breakfast.

After breakfast

Abhinav is getting ready for the office and I am getting ready for my college. I have taken a shower and

wore a simple georgette purple colour saree and tied my hairs in a high bun.

It's very awkward to wear saree in college. But I am helpless!! Damn!! My beast psycho husband!! He

didn't allow me to wear anything else. I have to go to college like an Indian typical wife. He said," My

dress up will keep the other boys away from me"! He is really something!!.

I am putting my vermilion on my hair partition when he held me from behind. I dare not to move from

my position.

He nuzzled his nose on my back neck and said," I don't like that you go to college. There every man

looks at my doll!! I don't like it. You are only mine to see".

Saying that he slightly bit my back neck and I jumped a little because of sensations.

I told him with my shaky voice," But, I never look at anyone"

Next moment his hold on me get tightened and he said licking my back neck," I know my doll. She

doesn't forget her lesson. By the way, do you know why I have permitted you to continue your study?

I really don't know why he agreed. I always wondered why he agreed so easily. I asked him with my

timid voice," Why?"

" Because of your father. That day when you told me about your father, I realized how much you love

your father. I had seen your eyes is full of love for your father. Looking at your face and eyes anyone

can assume that your father also loved you so much. Do you know, everyone is not that lucky to have a

caring & loving father. You are lucky to have a loving father. That's why I permitted you to complete

your study to fulfil your father's wish", he said to me still holding me. Whenever he takes the father topic

I can feel sudden sadness in his tone. I don't know why it's like that.

He is continuously kissing my neck and back when I remembered that today I have to go temple. I have

to pray for someone. Today is his death anniversary.

I asked him softly, " I want to ask you about something".

" Hmm, I am listening, "He said with his usual tone pressing his nose on my shoulder.

" I want to go to the temple. I want to pray for someone!" I said making sure to not anger him.

" For whom you are going to pray?" he asked me with his dangerous voice.

" I want to pray for vivek uncle. Today is his death anniversary. He is my mother's second husband.

After papa's death, he helped us a lot. He loved me like his own daughter. I want to pray for him," I told

him in one go and the next moment I am on the floor holding my cheek.

He slapped me hard on my face. I looked at him with pure horror. He is looking like a raging bull. I am

not understanding what's wrong I have told now.

He bent down to my level and said, "Don't you dare to go to the temple. After finishing college, just

return home. If you deny than....."

He couldn't complete his sentence and I immediately hold his both legs and said," I will not go

anywhere. Please, don't use those devices on me".

Then I can hear his laughter. He held my shoulder and made me stand up on my feet.

He said touching my nose with his index finger," Good girl. Let's go. We are getting late."

Saying that he dragged me outside. But, one thing isn't clear to me why he reacts like that!!

He is mad. He is psycho!! I have to escape from him. Ma doesn't want to take me back. Than fine. After

graduation, I will escape from here. I will take any kind of job and live my life alone!! If I stay with this

man than one day I will die because of fear. I just have to wait for my final examination. Then, I will

escape from here and will never come back!!

Author's p.o.v

Bhabani Gupta is returning to her home after her work. She is looking too much depressed and her

eyes are puffy. Dark circle are visible under her eyes.

Today was Vivek's death anniversary. Well, today is the day when she went to see Vivek's dead body

at the police station. So, she considers this day as Vivek's death anniversary date. Right now, she is

feeling very hurt thinking about him. Today She went to the temple to pray for Vivek's soul. The whole

day she has missed vivek too much.

On the other hand, she is still fearing Anamika but a wave of unusual anger is also erupting inside her.

She is in total turmoil that is this Anamika real or she is just hallucinating.

She clearly remembered how Anamika was killed by her own hands. She is also thinking about that

person who called her and said about vivek. She is now sure that whoever that person is, he knew her

and Vivek very well. That person is playing with her mind. She is going to be crazy taking all those

pressures. First, Abhinav, then mysterious call and now Anamika. Everything is feeling like a never-

ending puzzle to her.

It's evening time and Bhababi is now almost in front of her house when she heard someone's footsteps

behind the nearby tree.

She looked at the tree but found nothing. The whole road is empty and there are a few auto-rickshaws

that are passing very fastly.

Bhabani didn't give any importance to the footsteps and continued her walking. Suddenly she felt

someone called her with a familiar lady voice," Bhabani".

Hearing the voice Bhabani's eyes become shot open and she becomes alerted. She knows this voice.

It's that voice whom she hates the most. This voice belongs to Anamika. Bhabani didn't waste any time,

she took a stick from the ground and held it tightly.

Then she yelled," Why are you hiding bitch? Show me your filthy face!! You whore!! Come out!!

After some time, Bhabani felt someone is standing behind her. She turned her head behind and found

Anamika standing here with her previous look.

Seeing her Bhabani became scared. But, still, she composed herself from the fear and yelled at

Anamika," Bitch!! I know you are real. You are trying to scare me!! Huh!! Did you just forget that what

can I do to you?"

Hearing her Anamika laughed loudly and said with a mocking tone," Aren't you afraid of seeing my

ghost?

Bhabani said with too much anger," I know you are scaring me bitch. I think you forget how I killed you

last time. How you struggled for your breathing. How you thrashed your hands and feet like a

slaughtered animal."

Hearing all this Anamika's forehead become frowned. A slightly surprised and shocked expression is

visible on her face.

But, she immediately covered her expression with her scary expression. She said shuttering a little, "

Umm..i.. didn't... fo..r..get anything, bitch"

This time Bhabani couldn't control her anger anymore and raised the stick in the air to beat Anamika

when she heard someone calling her," Ma, what are you doing?".

Bhabani looked in the direction of the voice and found Ruhi. But, she didn't reply to Ruhi.

She immediately looked at Anamika but found no one. This time Bhabani is sure that it's really

Anamika's ghost because just in a second how can someone vanished in the air.

The stick fell down on the ground from Bhabani's hold and she is nodding her head vigorously. She

said pulling her hairs in too much frustration, " It's a ghost. Her ghost!! She will not spare me! Fuck!!

She will not spare me. She has returned. But how? Why!!".

Bhabani is behaving like a mental patient.

Ruhi is seeing her mother's unusual behaviour and she is becoming worried for her too much. Bhabani

is almost fainting because of too much stress. She is already a patient of high BP and now this

pressure. She is almost unconscious and going to land on the ground when Ruhi held her in her

embrace. She took her mother inside the house with too much difficulty.

On the other hand, Anamika is seeing Bhabani's condition carefully. She is standing behind a tree.

Anamika is now sure that Bhabani is now believing that she is a ghost. But Bhavani's one sentence is

ringing inside her head like a caller tune and that is," I think you forget that how I killed you last time".

Anamika asked herself with a confused tone," what's this fatty lady talking about? Has she really killed

that owner of this face!! Maybe she said all this because of too much anger and frustration. I think I

need to talk with boss about this matter. I am sure that this fatty old widow had done uncountable

crimes in her lifetime. Her this sentence can't be avoided."

Saying that Anamika left the place.

At night

Abhinav's p.o.v

Right now I am in my office. The work pressure is very high. It's already 11:00 p .m at night and I am

still in my office.

" Send all those new shipments to France tomorrow and also arrange a meeting with the Italian mafia

leader Antonio Gustavo," I ordered my PA.

He nodded his head and said," Sir, another thing. the land which our company bought from Khanna's, I

think we can build another garments factory there. What's your opinion about this?

"Well, your idea is not that bad. But I want to build a cosmetic factory there. I want to create another

brand of cosmetic. I want to name that brand by my mother's name. "Anamika".

My mother always loved to apply cosmetic on her face and body very much. Remembering her a smile

formed on my face. I looked at my PA who is looking at me with a shocked expression because he has

never seen me smiling. My smile is a rare thing for everyone.

After that, I discussed many things about this new project with him. We discussed how To build a

cosmetic factory, launch a new brand of cosmetics in the market.

"Arrange a meeting tomorrow. I will give a brief description of my new project," I ordered my PA and he

obliged.

He said," Everything will be done, Sir".

Saying that he left the cabin. I lit a cigarette and a memory flashed inside my mind.

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( Ma, why are you putting so much makeup and jewellery on you? I asked ma with my curious voice.

"Because today he is coming. He likes to see your ma looking beautiful. By the way, why aren't you

ready yet. Go and wear your dress," Ma replied excitedly.

This time I threw away the lipstick from her hand. Ma yelled angrily, " Abhi"!!

" That man has left you and you are still waiting for him. huh!! He doesn't deserve you!! I said with too

much hate.

Hearing me, ma's eyes get watered immediately and she started rubbing her all makeup with a tissue

paper. I am feeling too much bad for her. She is crying and seeing her cry my eyes also get watered)

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I am thinking all this when the devil inside me reminded me, " Even after seeing your ma's condition

how can you behave gently with that bitch's daughter".

I simply replied," I am not behaving gently".

The evil inside me said," For last few months you have become weak towards that bitch's daughter. Did

you just forget who is she?"

" I didn't forget anything, asshole. Just stop it," I yelled loudly.

" But, today you make me proud. You have scared her so much that even before breathing she will ask

for your permission. You should have punished her, "The evil inside me said manipulating me.

" no, you did well by not punishing her" the good Abhinav yelled from inside.

" you should punish her."

" no, you shouldn't."

" You should!!! You shouldn't!!.

These two assholes have again started. I have to stop them otherwise my head will again start paining.

Immediately I took out the pills and gulped down them with water!!

I am having this problem for many years.

Inside me, I always find two people fighting over my point of views!! Damn!! This bipolar personality

disorder!!

Recently it's affecting me too much. Even medicines aren't working properly. I have to live like this. For

the last 11 years, I have lived with this, so in future, I have to live with this.

I am still thinking of how to control my mood swings when someone called me. I took the phone from

the table and saw the caller id. Seeing the id, a smirk formed on my lips. I receive the call.

Me-Tell me, Rupal chaddha. What's the progress?

Rupal- Everything is going as your plan, boss. I want a little amount of money so soon. My father is

dying. He needs immediate treatment.

Me- Didn't I tell you to not worry about money? I will send the money to your account.

Rupal- thank you so much, boss. But I have something important to discuss with you.

Me- tell me. What do you want to discuss?

Rupal- No, boss. It's a very important matter. I want to tell you this face to face. I want to meet you.

Me- Fine, then. Meet me tomorrow. And where to meet I think you know that.

Rupal- ok boss. See you.

Saying that she cut the call. Well, she is doing an important job for me. I am wondering what's that

important matter that she wants to talk face to face.

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