CHAPTER 67: LANCE’S FEELINGS PART II
LANCE’S POV
I love Sophie. I’ve been loving her ever since the day that we first met but I never told her about it because she’s still my student. And I never wanted her to stay away from me if ever she knew that I like her. I said to myself that maybe I’ll just wait for her to graduate first, I’ll wait for her to finally achieve her dreams then I’ll finally confess to her.
But then I suddenly knew that she’s married with my younger brother. My younger who I love the most too. I found out that they were married and my heart automatically broke into pieces. Now, I know I’ll never have the chance to confess to her. They are both important to me.
I tried to move on and was about abandon my feelings for Sophie but then…
*FLASHBACK*
“By the way, Lance.”
“Hmm?”
“I-I just want to ask something; I hope you won’t mind it.”
I looked at her. “Sure, I won’t mind. What is it?”
“D-Do you already have a girlfriend?” she suddenly asked out of the blue.
I didn’t speak for a while. I was surprised by her question. Can I just say that I was busted?
“Yes, I do.” I ended up saying that.
She looked at me and smiled. How I wish to see that smile every day. “I-I knew it, hehehe… I knew it, for sure she’s so lovely.”
I didn’t answer her. I just continue walking while holding myself back from the urge of confessing to her any moment now.
But of course, I can’t do that. She’s already married with my brother.
She suddenly stopped walking so I looked at her confusingly. “Sophie?”
“Lance, I know it’s too late now, but I just want to say it to you.”
“Huh?”
She took a deep breath before looking at me again. I don’t even know why but I suddenly felt nervous.
“D-Do you know that you are my first love?”
My whole world stopped when she said that. It was as if everything and everyone around us stopped. I looked at her with my furrowed brows.
Maybe I heard it wrong.
“S-Sophie, what are you—
“I liked you ever since the day that I met you. I’ve been crushing on you ever since but I never had the chance to confess to you. I really liked you, Lance, no, I loved you. I loved you so much.”
I was just staring at her, surprised.
She looked so beautiful that I already wanted to kiss her.
“B-But don’t worry, t-that was long ago. I now have a husband and you already have a girlfriend. I just wanted to say it because I wanted to finally move on from that. I mean, it’s not that I still love you, I-I just think that you deserve it. You deserve to know it.”
“Sophie….”
“I-I’m sorry…P-Please don’t avoid me just because of what I told you. I don’t want you to feel awkward. I just want to—
She wasn’t able to continue what she was about to say because I pulled her close to me and hugged her tight in my arms. “You don’t have to apologize, Sophie… Thank you for saying it…”Text content © NôvelDrama.Org.
Sophie hugged me back.
She hugged me tight and I hugged her even tighter.
I hugged her while hoping that I could tell her that I loved her too, and I still do.
I wanted to tell her everything, I wanted to tell her to just go with me instead. I wanted her to be mine instead,
But I never did any of that.
I smiled at her as soon as we both moved away from each other. I was surprised to see her crying. “W-Why are you crying, Sophie?”
“N-Nothing…” she smiled. “I’m just so happy… I finally said it… I finally confessed to you.”
“Thank you.” I smiled back.
She stared at my face. “We can still be friends, right?”
I love you, Sophie.
I nodded. “Friends.”
“Friends.”
That night, I did the most stupid thing that I will ever do in my life. And that is to be friends with the woman I love the most.