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“Oh fuck” Sebastian muttered to himself, running his fingers through his hair, what did he just do?
He just allowed his carnal desires to take over him completely, if Adia hadn’t stopped him a while ago, God knows there was definitely no going back for him, once he had ventured far, and he was almost there, the place of no return, till he was satisfied with her.
“Look don’t let this get into your head, I’m a man and a vampire also, just do you know vampires have great sex drives, and the fact I’ve been chaste since our night together doesn’t help at all, so forget about everything that just happened, it was just my hormones acting up,” he explained as quickly as he could, the last thing he wanted to do was to make Adia feel that he feels something for her and then get on with her feelings, what just happened between them, can give her hope and she might keep pushing on, which is clearly what he’ll try to avoid at all cost.
And the fact he kissed her back, responded and even escalated everything doesn’t help at all, because it’s kind of his fault.
So he needs to clarify everything now, or there will be a next time.
“I…I…” Adia stuttered, his words really cut deep, but that was not even bothering her right now.
The memories of Brandon toying with her just resurfaced making her feel disgusted at herself.
“Adia…” Sebastian called seeing he head was faced downwards and it looks as if she was hesitating with something, she looked hurt and he just saw tears fall from her eyes,
“Why the hell is she crying?” She asked himself bolting to where she sat on the bed, now that she knows about vampires, there’s nothing to hide anymore and he can use his powers anytime now.
“Adia, are you okay?” He asked lifting her head up only to see tears smeared around her face.
” He…he…” Afia stammered as she broke down into tears.
“He what?” Sebastian asked clueless as he lifted her up from the bed, placing her in his laps, right now he’s now the one seated on the bed while Adia was seated on top of his laps, the fact their upper bodies are naked not bothering any of them.
“Who’s he? You can tell me so I can go break his bones?” He asked again, he has no idea why she’s crying, but all he knows is that whoever the HE is, messed with Adia, cause she looks so frightened now.
“I feel so dirty, I feel so….” Adia choked out as she sobbed.
“Why do you feel so dirty about yourself , Adia?”
He asked again, wondering if he’s the HE, but it didn’t look as if he’s the one at all.
“He played with my body, he touched me with those filthy hands of his, and said he wanted to have a taste of what you’re having,” Adia uttered the last words softly, burying her head on his chest.
“He ..” Sebastian deadpanned wondering who he is, or could it be Logan.
“Is it Logan?” He asked because he’s gonna kill whoever turns out to be the he and destroy their families.
“No, no, no, it’s not Logan, Logan will never do that” Adia chimed in, there’s little or nothing she knows about Sebastian’s family, all that she knows is that Logan Is the brother they all hate, and Sebastian will never hesitate to kill him.
“Then who??” Sebastian asked again in a cold chill voice, anger evident in it, the fact that she was stalling time, and finding it difficult to mention who the person is, vexed him a lot.
“It’s Brandon,” Adia said, still in tears.C0pyright © 2024 Nôv)(elDrama.Org.
“Who the hell is Brandon?” As far as Sebastian is concerned, he’s never heard that name amongst the people around him.
“When I was kidnapped by Kate, the man that held me hostage, the bastard toyed with me” She said still crying, she felt so hurt.
” I’m sorry it’s all my fault” Sebastian said surprising himself, this is the first time he has ever said sorry to a person, Adia is the first woman that has ever heard sorry from him, it just feels everything that happened is his fault, he should never have let her go, regardless of how anger he was, he should never have let her go mad still held her close, if he had done that, Kate will never have had the chance to get a hold of Adia, and the Bastard called Brandon would have never laid his fingers on her, it’s all his fault.
The Bastard is so lucky he’s dead now, cause Sebastian would have killed him over and over again for ever laying his hands on Adia, and for even thinking he can have a taste of Adia, the gods are on his side for making him die early, Arion said something like this to him about the Bastard having fun with Adia, but he never registered it in his mind as he was so occupied with finding Adia whereabouts.
“I feel so disgusted at myself,” Adia added.
“It’s all my fault, and I promise you that no man will ever dare lay their hands on you” he promised and he will definitely keep to his words.
“I…”
“Shhhh” Sebastian sounded placing his finger on her lips as he wiped her tears.
“It’s all in the past now and trust me Adia, you’re the most dignified and decent woman I’ve ever met all these years that I’ve lived, you should be proud of that”
He said to her, true to his words, Adia was like a rare gem, different from all other women, the fact she remained untouched till she was twenty four, said a lot, because she struggled to fend for herself and her sister, without ever selling her body to a man, something Sebastian could confess that he was proud of, he can never imagine another man touching he before he did, he would have definitely hunted him down and killed him.
“Come here” he said, holding her by her head as he pressed it on his chest, patting her bare back slowly.