Ruined(Eternal Monarch)

~REX’S POV~

“I want you, and I want every part of you. I want you, Juno.”

I wasn’t lying when I said I wanted her. She gasps, her body shaking as she attempts to disentangle herself from me. I scooped her up into bed and laid her down, my body still pushed against hers, and she gasped. I was enticingly kissing her. She exclaimed. I began unbuttoning her blouse, never letting my lips leave hers.

“Rex no, Rex, please stop.”

Like hell, I should stop. I couldn’t stop, my balls being so squeezed by the desire to have her.

“No, we have to get this done right away, Reina. You are my wife, and I love you very much. You are mine.” She pushed me away from her.

“I said no!” she yelled.

“What’s stopping you? Reina, are you depriving me of something that is supposed to be mine? Are you paying attention to what you’re saying? How long do I have to wait for you to be ready?”

“Rex, I am aware of my responsibilities as your Reina!” she screamed, “However, I am not prepared for this. I am completely unprepared for any of this!”

“You are not yet prepared for this, but you went ahead and fucked that mutt?”

Slap!

Oh, fuck! Why did I say that? Shit! I screwed up. I brushed my hair back, regrettably.

“Don’t you dare judge me! Don’t you fucken dare!”

I really didn’t mean to let that slip. I fucken allowed lust to take control of me. This was a mistake on my part. I took it too far. I shouldn’t have done it. It was nothing more than a slip of the tongue. But it’s a little too late to tell her that.

“Reina, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to..” She abruptly cut me off.

“You didn’t mean what? To serve as a reminder that my pussy was intended to be yours and that I was supposed to meet you as a virgin. That I wasn’t supposed to have been a mother, other than to have children with you, is that right? Is that the image you’re attempting to conjure up for me? Let me tell you something. I am aware of all of this, and I am still attempting to make sense of it all. However, I will never regret having given birth to my child, just to make you happy, Rex. If you object to that, then reject me! I am a mother, and that will never change, regardless of what you do.”

“Juno, you’re taking things too far. I didn’t intend to offend you with my words.”ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .

“You didn’t mean it? You didn’t fucken mean it. If that is the case, then why did you bring it up?”

I am completely fucked. Why did I say that in the first place? Why are all of these events occurring at the same time? I knew she was on her way to the door, so I dashed in front of her and blocked her path. There is no way she is leaving this room with us talking it out. None of us are leaving this place. She sneered at me as she stood in front of me. However, I locked the door and took possession of the key, fully aware that if I allowed her to leave, I might not have another opportunity to apologize, since she began to regain her memories.

“Rex, get out of my way!” With a shake of my head, I expressed my dissatisfaction with the situation. Stop being in my way, you scumbag! She attempted to utilize her little command on me but wasn’t unsuccessful.

Regrettably, hun, no one has the authority to command me. I am a fucking god, the offspring of a goddess.

I noticed her chest rising and falling. I’m aware she’s enraged. She wants, let her hit me till she is satisfied, but I am not opening that door without us sorting this out. I made a mistake out of lust, and it was not intentional. I walked up to the window and tossed the key out. None of us will leave this room until we have resolved this. I made a mistake. I am aware, but she will not exit this room. Screaming, she threw herself to the floor, curled up in a ball in front of me. I sat down so that she could see me.

“Babe, I’m truly sorry. I swear I did not intend it that way. And I’m very sorry for attempting to coerce you into having sex. Please accept my apologies. This will never happen again.” She didn’t even bother to glance at me. Perhaps I should simply tell her the truth. Perhaps it is the truth that will set me free. This time, she looked at me with concern rather than disgust.

“Why did you commit this act? We’ve been together for a long time and you’ve never attempted anything like that or even brought up my traumatic background. Why?”

“I’m sorry. I feel like a failure. I’ve been with you and nothing has happened, yet your Lycan has been seducing me for an extended period of time. I’ve done nothing because I was certain it wasn’t you. Additionally, this is not the only issue. My brother may be closer than we think, and he may forcefully claim you. He may not sleep with you, but he will claim you, and you cannot be mine if he marks you. I’m scared of losing you, Reina. I acted selfishly, yet I am terrified.”

“I’m truly sorry for venting my feelings on you as well. I’m still perplexed as to why I was led to believe Alex was my mate and how I ended up pregnant with a mutt. However, I will not regret giving birth to Darrian.”

“I, too, am concerned, but I do not blame you. If anyone is to blame, it is I.” I put my hands on her face and I could see that she was breathing normally and at ease now. “I’m sorry for everything. Am I forgiven?”

I put my forehead to hers, and she gave me a nod as she stared at me. I leaned in to kiss her, but I was reminded of what I had been doing an hour ago. I came to a halt, but she mashed her lips on mine.

“Was this what you had in mind?” I nodded and grinned.