Yearning For The Badboy Mafia’s Love

CALISTA RAYMONDS

Charlotte stopped the car at the hospital parking lot and I got down first , without looking or waiting for her, I walked into the hospital.

She got down and followed me behind. I was already boiling in anger and I don’t understand why but it hurts alot.

I’m not in a relationship with Chase, but I know within myself that I love him. Hearing Charlotte tell me she’s dating him had broken my heart to five pieces.

I try so much not to believe her but there’s no reason to why she would lie to me. If Chase is dating her why then is he trying to drive me crazy and make look stupid?

All I want is just to get done with the reason why I’m here and I’ll just go to my room and cry.

I don’t think I can stand being around Charlotte for long as I’m almost loosing my mind.

Walking into the doctor’s office, Charlotte tried to walk in with me but I told her to wait outside. I know the reason she insisted on driving me here is because she wants look good in front of Chase.

And she also want to know the reason am going to the hospital and I won’t let her know the reason.

I’m so mad at Chase, he had made me fall so much in love with him only for me to find out he’s already in a relationship and he never told me.

If he had called Charlotte in the morning because he missed her just like Charlotte told me, then, why did he go ahead to kiss me again and act like everything is okay?

I think I’m the one who’s over doing it. I forgot my position in his life and let my self fall helplessly in love with him.

If anyone is to be blamed, I’m the one who deserves it. I’m the one who chose to hurt myself.

How could I even think that Chase will want to date a low life girl like me? Even if he didn’t say he’s interested in me, his behavior towards me might have made me misunderstand him.

But love is not something you can control. Love just happens on his own and you can’t stop it. And I think I’m a victim of love here.

I sigh and try to stop myself from thinking but Charlotte’s words are just so real. I collected the drugs from the doctor and I’m pretty sure I didn’t even remember anything he said.

Walking out of the doctor’s office, Charlotte stood up when she saw me and smiled at me.

How much I want to slap that mischievous smile out of her face but I’d be the bad one here.

It’s not like she did anything to me, I don’t want to be the bad seed though.

We entered the car again and Charlotte started the car and drive slowly out of the hospital garage and out of the hospital compound.

I couldn’t focus, I just stare outside the window. My heart feeling heavy.

I just don’t know why it have to hurt this much. Maybe Chase didn’t even feel one bit for me and I’m just the one interpreting his niceness to me the wrong way.

But he’s not just being normal nice to me cause if he is, there’s no way he’ll kiss me twice already or else he feels for me.

Or maybe he’s just playing with me. I’m his slave after all and he can do anything he wants with me.Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org exclusive © material.

I looked at Charlotte when I noticed she had stopped the car, I look back outside thinking we’re back in the house but I realize it’s raining a little and we’re at the high way. I look at her again.

“Why did you stopped?” I asked her and she smirked.

“Listen Calista. I hope I made what I said earlier clear to you..”

“That Chase is your man? Why are you telling me..? If he’s you man, you don’t need to broadcast it to everyone” I snapped at her angrily but she seems to be having fun seeing me look mad.

“It might have come as a shock to you but I forgot to tell you one thing” she said and showed me her finger with a ring on it which I haven’t seen earlier.

“Chase and I are getting married soon. We intend to keep it a secret but when I saw you trying to seduce my man, I think you need to know that he’s mine”

I grit my teeth as I stare at the ring. I can’t act weak in front of her other wise she’d always try to pick on me. So I try to force back the tears that attempt to fall on my cheeks.

“Seducing your man!? Chase is not even that attractive to me. I’ve nothing to do with him, he’s that one man on earth I’ll never date” I lied to her.

And I hate to continue saying all these with her. It’s fucking hurting alot.

“You can lie all you want, but a quick warning. If I see you around my man once more, I’ll destroy you starting from your family ”

We eyes widened when I heard her say my family, but I just rolled my eyes and look away. She can’t see me in tears! She can’t see me weak like this.

My chest is starting to pain me already but I try to endure everything.

“Get out of my car” she said suddenly.

I stare at her and then outside as it’s raining but not heavily.

“What do you mean? Didn’t you say you’ll drive me back? ” I asked her and she smirk.

She opened the car door and got down in the rain then walk over to my side and opened the door.

“I just got the rain on me cause I’m being nice enough to open the door for you. Get the fuck out of my car!”

I slowly got down and stare at her. “How am I supposed to go home then? I don’t know anywhere and it’s raining”

“Do I look like I care? If you don’t find your way, get lost please” she smirked a d walk back inside her car and drive away.

I held my chest and let go of the tears I was holding for long. She’s such a monster, how can she leave me in the middle of no where?.

My body is already drinched with rain , I looked around and there was no shade for me to stay till the rain stops.

Obviously she had planned all this and when she saw somewhere this lonely, she decided to drop me off.

If she know she’s not going to drive me as she said to Chase, why did she even bother? She just want to make Chase believe she’s nice to me and then she’s a monster to me.

I tried stopping some cars to ask for help but none stopped and even if any did, I don’t know Chase’s home address and so I can’t. I feel so lost.

I was already trembling in cold as I cried. But then, I noticed the rain suddenly stopped and when I looked up , the rain hadn’t stopped… I have an umbrella above me.

It was Tyrell holding the umbrella and staring right at me. I hugged him and cried.

“How did you find me?” I muttered to him shivering.

“I know Charlotte is up to no good so I followed you guys. Sorry I’m late, get into the car and I’ll drive you home.”

“But I’m wet” I told him as I look at my body.

“Hold this” he handed me the umbrella, I watched him remove his jacket and helped me put in on. He collect the umbrella back and led me to the car.

“Thank you Tyrell” I said to him.

He flashed me a smile and closed the door then walk over to the driver side, he got in and drive off.